Emotional rollercoaster.

I feel like I am on an emotional rollercoaster. For the past week, I have been overjoyed with the prospect of seeing our new baby next month. But today that hope came crashing down. We received an e-mail from our case manager saying that our application did not make it out of MOWA (Ministry of women's affairs) before the deadline for the courts. So now it will be October before they begin processing our adoption through the courts. That means October or November before we travel. I know the Lord's timing is perfect, but I am really having a hard time with this right now. I long to hold him, kiss him, know him. Please pray for us and the other families in our situation as we wait.